Semi-Automatic Love

Completely unaware
I never knew
that you would care.

I never knew
you'd be the one
to lift my life
and make it fun.

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Your love is like a neutron bomb
A total killer that's a fact
Your kisses blew my brains away
But left my lips intact.

Your smile is like a laser gun
As bright as light can be
I'm as cold as a dull dead sun
Until you shine on me.

Your mind is like a hand grenade
Throwing shrapnel all around
Your laughter like a fusillade
Shot me to the ground

Your heart is like an armoured car
Protected from all danger
A sentry calling "Who goes there?"
Don't treat me like a stranger.

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Never show that you have

There is one more golden rule of friendship, about which I am going to write in this chapter. The rule deals with putting your feeling in words. Let me explain in detail and in easier terms.

Never let your friend know that you have sacrificed something for her. I cannot put this in simpler words. Yeah! If you want I can elaborate on this topic giving examples.

If you come across a situation where you have an important schedule and still you manage to go out to meet your friend, you should never let your friend know that you have sacrificed your tight schedule for her.

I have given an example of friendly outing in context to the subject of that chapter. I have advised the friend who wants to 'talk over'. In this chapter I want to advice the friend who comes to meet. In that chapter I have also asked the other friend (the one who comes to meet ) that he should be straight-forward and let his friend know of the shortage of time.

Do not misunderstand me when I say, in this chapter, that one should never let her friend know of her sacrifice! If you understand the two things separately and properly, you will realize from your analysis that these two things are different from each other and cannot be linked.

Being straight-forward and telling your friend to finish off is the sign of loyalty towards your friend. Such friendships are never ever burden on any of the friends. There is no formality needed. You give time to your friend and show your understanding; you tell your friend frankly and make her understand you.
As far as sacrifice is concerned, if you come and tell your friend that you have come in spite of your tight schedule indirectly means that you have done him a great favor. That's what your friend will never like.

Your friend is aware of your tight schedule even if he does not thank you for coming. A genuine friend will never thank you. I personally feel that she should not. If you show your sacrifice it means that you want him to thank you, then she will do so and then you will say that there was no need for it. All these statements account to formalities and as I initially said "Formality is like a poison for friendship."

Thus -Never show that you have sacrificed for your friend.

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Alcoholic - dunno who wrote it

I'm an alcoholic for your love
But then I think you've heard
You've left me pretty shaken
Did I ever leave you stirred?
You said we'd drink each other dry.
Seems you're not thirsty any more.
So you've left me with the empties.
Sipping heartache through a straw

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Being Boring.........

"may you live in interesting times" - chinese curse

If you ask me "What's new?" - I have nothing to say
Except that the garden is growing.
I had a slight cold but it's better today.
I'm content with the way things are goin.
Yes, I am the same as I usually am,
Still eating and sleeping and snoringin the noons also.
I get on with my work, he gets on with his.
I know this is all very boring.

There was drama enough in my turbulent past:
Tears and passion - I've used up a tankful.
No news is good news, and long may it last.
If nothing much happens, I'm thankful.
A happier cabbage you never did see,
my vegetable spirits are soaring.
If you're after excitement, steer well clear of me.
I want to go on being boring.

I don't go to parties & bars like my friends.
Well, what are they for,
if you don't need to find a new lover?
You drink and you listen and drink a bit more
And you take the next day to recover.
Someone to stay home with was all my desire
And, now that I've found a safe mooring,
I've just one ambition in life, I aspire
To go on and on being boring.

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Dont come back

Love comes and goes
and often is has paused,
then comes back to see
the damage it has caused.

Please

dont come back.

Everything is destroyed.

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Lover of Friend?

Whether I came
As lover or friend
I lacked the certainty
of a relationship.

I know we kissed
and we held hands
but lover and friends
make both demands.

We shared some wine
We shared some bread
and later on
we shared your bed.

But we shared no knowledge.
of who we were
In the social terms of
"Are he and her?"

We shared the darkness
The sounds from the street
And sometime in the night
A hand crossed the sheet.

"Halt who goes there?
Lover or friend?"
In the darkness I recognise you
As one and the same.

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It happens.. getting on... getting off... getting down... mmmm...

For DH one of many - Alice Fish
Completely unaware
I never knew
that you would care.

I never knew
you'd be the one
to lift my life
and make it fun.

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